It's ok. I think sometimes that one of my purposes in life is to frolic about with emotes.

It is strange that as much as I feel the benefit of meditation I wonder why I do not do it more. It can be quite difficult in a sense but I always feel better for it.

More and more I am trying to live in the moment like what Eckhart Tolle extols (active meditation). I find it shocking how much I notice about a place I have lived in for years when I actually live in the moment! It makes me think I must be going around with a cloud of thoughts whirling around my head most of the time. Kind of crazy really. I start noticing interesting buildings and aspects of nature that I just never really noticed before.