need more information. "detatchment from ones self". there are people on this forum whose whole goal is to become detatched from themselves or whatever it is they feel is their ego. what is your meaning? (not that of the psychiatric community but YOUR meaning.) you appear to be some pain here so in what way are you detatched? what is the faith that you feel so challenged to hold onto? loss of soul? what do you mean? what is "soul" to you that you feel you can lose it?
clarify if you can, please. i'd like to understand.