Thank you Holly. I'm currently getting help right now. I have a better control over my dark side (I control it through the music I listen to). You guys have been a real big help. Honestly, before I even looked at this thread I decided that I was done with pushing my dark side down. So, I watched a couple of horror movies I always wanted to watch and I listened to my favorite music (a song based on a horror game). I swore and giggled insanely and just reveled in it all (within reason). Of course I had to switch back to angel mode to get on here. I feel much better!
