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Originally Posted by OEN34
Why are you restricting a connection based on an age difference between you both?
If a connection is strong and you feel it is from a soul level, then go get it!
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It's a big age difference, he in 20s and I m much elder, most feelings towards him is a brother , but I know in past lives we were a couple.
I feel I can handle a small age difference, but a big difference is difficult cos realistically the life experieces and health situation of me is not very good, either, lots realistic reasons.....and this is such a realistic earth which makes me sad too , I can do nothing to change the earth dimention, I don't like the earth.
so I don't feel hurt by losing him as a lover cos we didn't start a relationship yet, I feel hurt cos I m hurting his feelings.....:(
I m also empath.
and so, when I think more and as time goes, I realize I can actually relate to everyone, I can love everyone,
that is why I m confusing now if I really have such" a particular soulmate".
I feel everyone who come closer or sent by universe is a potential soulmate....
do u understand my current thinking?
maybe my mind is insane.