There could be many explanations. One of them is, that collective energy, if i call it that way, suited you and you tuned into another level, where things works for you. When you return back home, you are in old patterns that causes you pain and you are not actually healed as you have written in topic.
Option is that you take that energy as what is possible and you have seen that it doesn't have to be like it is.
Now, since i don't know what you are dealing with:
You can move to LA and make a living there
Resolve what is bothering you back at home
What is important to you at this time?
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