Dear Alphabeta,
Your case is pure mental sickness called schizophrenia. These voices you hear are yours, and no one elses. Your reality can not be controlled by you. The worst part of your illness is that you don't believe it is an illness and that you need medical assistance at all the time. Your life is in real danger so please give up rationalizing your reality and seek immediate medical assistance.
Read this link:
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizophrenia
Hope you get help soon.
D