I took some time to think about this.
This is what I came up with:
My soul is very tired, I have a lot of trouble dealing with people face to face to the point it is painful and leaves me drained for days. With my awakening I could not understand why I decided to reincarnate. As I do not belong here my time has come and gone. Why do I attract certain people to me? Usually they are in need of help and in turn I am attracted to places such as forums or types of social media and then once I have served my purpose I move on as I am attracted somewhere else. I have recognized this as part of my purpose. According to my numerology I have zero Karma to atone for and I actually believe that. What is even harder to explain is my overwhelming desire to go home since my earliest memories it is all I ever wanted. Could you imagine what it would be like for your toddler to curl up on your lap and sob uncontrollably begging God to bring you home for no reason other than how she feels? So why?
Mystic Angel is like a starseed or an earth angel it is a label that defines a set of personal charachteristics. My label is Mystic Angel which is a hybrid of a wise one and an incarnated angel. A soul who has been here so many times before and has a few inate traits. The label itself was unimportant, but through the label I was able to determine why I did this to myself again and why I took on such a busy life and why the first 20 years where full of pain and trauma. If I had not gone through it I would have no way to relate to the people of today. There is so much truama in society during this time that most of us walk around carrying bundles of baggage. These bundles cause a lack of faith, trauma in their own families, addictions, illness etc. By finding a label that fit I was able to see the truth of my existence. It all makes sense to me and I was so excited I had to share.
Thank you for reading this thread btw. It means a lot to me.
Namaste`
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