All I can say is I resonate.
I never 'ask', tho, to be set free from something similar - I firmly,
super intently---as if gritting my teeth intense TELL the Powers That Be - Stop - and NEVER again do this. (whatever it is)
If there is some other way for me to learn what ever it is ----NOT this way.
It is a command from the depths of my being. Dunno if this helps.
Just sayin', I don't 'ask' for much of anything anymore. Used to.
Then I learned my/our power.
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.*I'll text in Navy Blue when I'm speaking as a Mod. :)
Prepare yourself for the coming astral journey of death by daily riding in the balloon of God-perception.
Through delusion you are perceiving yourself as a bundle of flesh and bones, which at best is a nest of troubles.
Meditate unceasingly, that you may quickly behold yourself as the Infinite Essence, free from every form of misery. ~Paramahansa's Guru's Guru.
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