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Wow, if he really creates songs that are dedicated to you, i hope not in a negative point of view, would be really interesting. I strongly believe this is a sign of something going on, his creative and more feminine side would be nurtured thanks to music and creation of art, after all i consider music a step up from normal poetry in many cases to put out our stories and feelings.
I can share this because it seems also my TF is interested in music making, sometimes i get that bitter and heart breaking feeling they won't be dedicated to me but to someone else, i bet i would refuse to listen to these songs even if they are related to me because of the strong emotions they would generate, even anxiety or depression on me. Despite i have contact with him, i feel like a stranger i don't relate sometimes because i don't share his real life while i want it so badly, so i just share my life with my friends to distract myself from this pain.
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