These types of times are so tough. I agree with the OP. It will pass. You will probably find later on after looking back on this time a hidden treasure of wisdom within this expereince. It is through times such as these that we gain wonderful insight. Remember the coal analogy? A beautiful diamond begins as a lump of coal so the process of tranformation sometimes is hard and even crushing but the end result will be a beautiful thing. I can imagine your spirit will be a sight to behold. Hang in there...

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