Dear White Wolf!
I would start by trying to stabalise the financial situation first.Write down how much you need and how far short you are from that.Use whatever talents you have to make up the difference.The essential message from the LoA is that the more alive and happy you feel the more in the flow you will be.Stop looking at what is occurring that is negative in your life and start focussing on what is good about your life.Live with passion and joy and good things start to happen.Get rid of the fear.Challenge yourself to improve your self esteem and selfworth.All successful people have a healthy respect for themselves.Imagine god is at a certain radio frequency( like 95Fm) When you feel down you can't hear the channel because you are tuned into a different frequency.The Universe has brought you to these places for a reason,learn to listen with your heart and soul for answers and if it feels good then DO IT.Action is always required to change the results.A simple question that helps writers block is to ask yourself now what happens?Then answer it on paper.And then again and again.Then slowly but surely your life will begin to move onwards and upwards higher and higher until you can smile at what you have achieved.
Best wishes Gerry