Ideal mate is indeed someone I can't even get to choose baby.
and you know it's good. Why do I need to tell myself I'm capable of finding one??
only God can...!!! and I'm really, really grateful that I don't have to do this searching anymore. I deserve only what I do.
IOW, he's really ideal in that I don't have to question if he's the (right) one or not. Yay, 100% ideal to me...!!