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I've felt it. discarded it. felt the pain after discarding it. now I wish for it for all time.
and also i dont really care if it happens or not for all time. I'm happy if I continue on as I am now for all time. I have the open-ness which allows it to happen, if it does or doesn't is not my concern. my only concern is if I am open to when it has the potential to happen so it can happen at all times it's possible for it to happen. gotta take the good with the bad right? with this attitude I can have it when it happens, let it go when its time to go, and enjoy it to the max because it's not omnipresent.
well, this was a very helpful conversation haha
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