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I feel there's a curse that follows me
Well, i don't know how to start this thread or explain what's happening.
I feel i'm cursed, i feel there's a superior force that takes away from me any chance of happiness. My life is going downhill, everytime it gets worse. This is not about just a bad luck issue, i now there's something else.
I've seen it a couple of times, a shadow with a tall man silhouette. I don't how to learn more about this or get rid of this thing that has been following me for years. A few days ago i had a dream and this figure appeared calling itself the "Abadon"..i made a quick search, and this being is supposed to be the angel of destruction.
Maybe, this sounds crazy and i swear i'm not joking. I need to find a way, i must confess i don't believe in God...not religiously, but it's hard to me..i don't know what to do or how i can't fight what i don't know it's hurting me.
My faith is weak, and maybe i can find an answer in the spiritual world.
Please help me, make your questions if you have doubts..it could help me.
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