Sapphirez,

What would happen if you tapped on not wanting to tap? You might uncover some helpful clues in where you're feeling blocked. On some level, there's often a benefit to staying blocked. It's not uncommon at all, in terms of why people don't want to tap. "If there were a benefit to staying blocked, I wonder what it would be?" "What if part of me doesn't want to know why I'm having trouble with getting things done?" Etc. Tap on that and see what you come up with.