Thanks for your feedback - the main issue is sensing others insecurities which leads them to behave a certain way, for example I was told I smile too much, and see everyone with good intentions, this person was negative towards me for no reason simply that rather than keep themselves negative, a negative attitude seemed right for them to try to bring me to their level.

I struggle with insecurity myself at times, but changed the way I react to my own life's struggles and I happy to say that I have turned around the most negative person into positive light (bear in mind tho - they do think I am weak and dont stand up for myself) which is something that does bother me at times.

Yes some people are a reflection of me, but for the most part their negative attitude seems to come from them (I have to say that most of the ppl around me have been severely abused and mistreated in thier life).