Recently it was begging.
Today cursing all the while thinking I have myself and God to trust.
I have a lot of faith in God.
But my prayers are not always give me this or that- those are demands, and my prayers and words are not always I love you. I acknowledge that to be self honest or attempt to, I must be honest with him.
And a lot of the time I honestly beg him as Shivani Devi has written as well: "Please help me".
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