I would suggest a physical excerise as well as readings, something that gives you a physical high. I like weightlifting and hiking nature trails. In my experiance you want to be as balanced and strong as you can when in pursuit of the way. Also if you pray to the tiger he may answer your prayers with enlightenment. A tiger spirit is what first showed me the nature of the way and that experiance changed my life forever. The way is more beautiful then you could even imagine. I hope the best for you Tao faith and learning. Remember you are just as capable as anyone in history you only need to empower yourself.