I found these today.
Have watched the 1st two. Fascinating!
Especially:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=We5nonxAKMM
I like this part:
"Cool the temper"
"Sixty-one"
"Found it"
"Ready?"
And you uploaded it to you tube on 9th of August 2015 6 months before I cooled my temper, found my spirituality, and then there is the 61.
Very interesting!