Sarian, I think maybe you should maybe research a little and learn more before you make a judgement on the doctor, because the OPs story sounds very different to the story you just told about some 'quack' removing sweat glands and veins. My mom is a qualified kinesiologist and stuff like this does happen. Just because you can't consciously remember being 1 doesn't mean a 1 year old is unaware of what's going on around them. If anything, you're probably more aware of these negative things happening around you when you're so young, but being so young means you're completely unable to understand it properly or deal with it and it can definitely affect you when you're older.

Sorry that I can't offer much in the way of how to deal with it, but if it was me, I would let myself feel the anger and then when it's time to let it go just say goodbye to it and let it go. You cannot get to the point of letting it go when you try to stop yourself from feeling it in the first place.