Wondering about death and being obssesed with it are two separate things. You seem to be obssessing to point of fear and that can not be healthy. You are still so young to worry about death constantly even though death has no age. You also worry about the afterlife. Maybe you should read the book Journey of Souls by Michael Newton and it will answer some of your problems. There is a thread on the Death and the Afterlife Forum by Sparrow that seek to answer questions about death and the afterlife, you should consider checking it out.
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