[MyJourneyHasBegan]

Hi all,

Not sure if this is the right place to post but here goes.

I've always been aware that there is more out there( ufo's, the supernatural and so forth). I was raised in a christian home with my mom being very religious, and at 1 point myself included. For the last few years i haven't been practicing my religion at all, i just didnt connect with it at all anymore. This year something shifted within me. I guess you can call it my awakening hence my username lol. I've been practicing meditation, trying to go plant based, trying astral projection and so many other things that i've read up on.

This month has been horrible in terms of not being able to connect to my spiritual side. I have not meditated at all this month and i dont feel like doing anything. I sleep my days away ( i work from home which only requires a few hours). The only time i leave the house is to do groceries. Basically the only human interaction i get on a daily basis is from my partner. I find it hard to talk to strangers, im a shy quite person generally so making friends outside of a work/school environment is an up hill battle.

Okay so the main purpose of this thread, money has gone missing from our house. It is only me and my partner and literally no-one comes to our flat. I know exactly how much i had hidden and a certain amount has gone missing. I was so upset about it cause i thought i was going crazy. My partner didnt touch the money( he has no reason to lie about it as its our money). Its been a few months since it happened so im keeping a close eye on it. On occasion i've felt like im not alone in the house, but im not afraid. I randomly get chills but no bad feelings.

I have another thing about birds showing up and as im typing this i hear a bird( its evening where i am). The bird thing i'll post in another thread

Lol i've written a few different things which probably belong in different forums but i just wanted to talk, say whats on my mind , hoping someone out there is listening.

I would really like to get back on track with my awakening journey but i have no idea where to even start.

Please excuse the jumble of a mess this post is.
Any advise/tips would be greatly appreciated

Love and blessings
M