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Originally Posted by dryad
Nothing, everything ..... is there any difference. Shiva told you he's not really Shiva didn't he? So what are you holding on to?
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He told me He appeared that way because I think that way, but I don't equate that with Him
not being that, but there's no difference between nothing and everything in the end and you are right. What I am holding on to is my presence in this world, I must have been born for a reason and I still don't know what that is, even though they say "live your life" and for me that just doesn't seem to be enough anymore, experiencing what I have in this regard. Maybe I'm just hanging on to my ego, but we need the ego to exist physically and whilever the ego exists, Shiva exists, I realise it already...
Hell, just call it my 'lila'. lol
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lila_(Hinduism)