Hi Seachild,
I'm really sorry that you're hurting right now and I hope that things will improve for you. I had a big "break up" with my twin four years ago and ever since we have had very little contact. Ours was a huge fight where I felt abandoned by him and he felt helpless to help me. He told me to go and find someone who could give me what I needed and who was my own age (our age gap isn't small, not that it matters at all) and a few days later I met someone who I stayed with for a long time.
I still haven't been in touch with my twin since I broke up with the new person but I do feel a sense of closeness that I hadn't felt in a long time, I've begun to see signs and synchronicities again and like yourself, I do believe that the time will come that we will reconnect in some way, Just not sure when.
All I can suggest is that in the meantime, you focus on taking good care of yourself, be kind to yourself and allow him the space he needs too.
Ecky.
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