Hi y'all
So I left my Karmic years ago, but seems as of the entanglement of the two of us has yet to break and yes I know this, yet I am sick of other people telling me this! I have just had enough...
Anyhoo I am in one heck of a mess and here I am telling my amazing wonderful secret tribe. You know this feels like hell. My tf is mad at me, my karmic is mad at me, feels like the world is mad at me and I am struggling to keep my composure and not be mad at me. Letting Go, is very very hard when one is an emotional empath. I am leaving the door open for the future as my twin is annoying me right now too.
We're both struggling with financial probs, but he's one of those people that keeps going on about it and to me he sounds like an *****. Truly and I know that this is just my perception, but really!!! It's killing the part of me that wants to be with him and to be honest he seems to represent fear, standing in pain, playing small an being truly pathetic.
He gets on my nerves !!! Hope he's not my twin and I got it wrong or that I can just go off and finally find someone who loves me. I will pick up and go just about anywhere. I have had enough. I think that our being together is going no where!!! Oh man !!!
Anyone feeling this, or can relate to this?
This is where I am at !!! LoVe to y'all xxxXx
