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I don't meditate much anymore. I can't seem to find the point to it all.
When I first began to meditate it was because I was searching for something. A state of consciousness maybe. A certain knowledge maybe.
Now I meditate as a way to further enjoy the present. However I don't get much more enjoyment from it. Dare I say I don't enjoy the present moment any more deeply when I meditate, just in a different way. Since I don't see one as better than the other I don't meditate often. Sometimes I'll meditate out of discipline or curiosity, but not desire like I once did.
I guess the day that I desire to stop having so many issues I will meditate more. For now I deeply enjoy my problems.
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