Hi N
I have this issue too, i can remember crying my eyes out as a young child at the thought that my gran would die, at the time my gran was only in her 40s.
I don't get really close to people so easily, takes a looooong time. I often think of my partner dying which is actually a big issue as men in his family die young also he has a brain disease which means he won't live till old age.
Knowing these things though only makes me want to enjoy every moment that bit more.
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