I felt the same way a while ago. The life and times we live in make it difficult to believe in many spiritual things now.

I sat in my bedroom and said 'if you are there please leave me a sign'. Well the next day was full of white feathers. They were leading to my car, in the car, on my clothes even at work. It was winter as well so its not like there were any nesting birds pulling feathers. Each feather was brilliant white, small and soft. The most remarkable one floated out the ceiling and landed on my desk at work.

I still question sometimes but when I do I am meet with understanding and a feather. I am not mad either :)

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