My own beliefs are that "god" such as It is, is indifferent. There's neither evil or good, these being human constructs.

Up there, Sarian and Wolfgaze sum it up nicely if from different angles. Whatever disturbs you is something within you though its root may not be immediately apparent - hence the synchron...crikey, I can't spell the word: the thing you said seemed to be creeping about uncontrolled??. It needs contemplation which won't be easy if it discomforts you. If I may suggest, pull in a wider view of god and the Creation than the one portrayed in any of the popular Abrahamic holy books.

Have a look at Buddhism or Shinto for a while.

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