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Originally Posted by Patrycia-Rose
Totally understand what you're saying.
I completely understand the need / drive to heal oneself - however, in my experience (CST aside) I'm at pains to emphasise to practitioners just how sensitive I am, including giving them examples - but it's like they either ignore you or just don't get it and I'm still floored by whatever it is they've given me. And then you get the "oh, I've never heard of anyone reacting like that before!" Then I lose confidence in them.
I've more or less given up on trying to be healed by outside practitioners. I've become very skilled at EFT, which has been a life saver and just recently as part of a spiritual awakening I seemed to have developed a healing ability where I can move energy around my body - so I'm seeing where that takes me. If my healing is in my own hands - that suits me just fine.
A medium once told me I was like a butterfly flitting from one practitioner to another and I'd exhausted myself in the process, without gaining any benefit. He said that with me "less is more" and my body was tired, thinking "what's she going to do next?"
Maybe you could look into healing you could do for yourself - maybe that's the way forward for you too. For example, when you've taken the situation into your own hands, like with the Feng Shui, you've had positive experience / results!
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I totally agree...
Actually, one of my friends (who is a shaman) put it to me exactly like that - ultimately the only person who can heal us is us.
I do believe that other people offer us the support that we need, but ultimately only we know exactly what we need in order to heal.
I also move energy around my body :) I've been doing energy work for a long time, but recently discovered Taoism and the knowledge of the energy body is SO much more detailed than the Tantric chakra system. It's been really helpful.
And yeah, I feel you on practictioners not understanding how sensitive we are. They tend to think that we're hypocondraics, or attached to our suffering in some way. I used to drink with a shaman who insitisted that we always have two doses of the medicine, and she would administer the dose. The last time I drank with her I went incredibly deep from the first dose and I got a really strong message from my intuition that I literally should only take a thimble-full for my second drink. I had to tell the shaman exactly how much to administer and she didnt like it.
There's so much ego tied up in healing methodologies, and I'm really saying that as an observation, not a judgement. It just makes genuine healing very diffcult. I practice as an energy healer and without a doubt, the best results come when I guide and support the other person to heal themselves, rather than trying to be in control.