[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

I have slipped of tongue in mouth
spoke of things that have caused doubt
And spoke of anger in trying ways,
I've held to sentences for to many days

Peace had never found rest in my mind,
or in my spine

I have held to strongly to every thing I've ever known
Because we all want memories when were old,
I know I know, the time it shows.

My past is but a story I tell day after day
Reliving old patterns and feelings in a stagnant way
I've claimed these moments my kingdom
And depression is my throne
And when you peel my skin back
The memories will be present in my bones.

Until I step away, and let go
of all that pain and sorrow

And when I stand and look at all I've never seen

I will be free
of this guilt I've housed
Of all this inner doubt
of all this sickening rage
Realizing deeply that I don't have to be in a cage.

And I can breathe in
so relieving
and it all floods down
and washes out
And I'm over it now.
Yes I have let it all out.