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I sorry to hear this I know the feeling all too well, I tried to commit suicide last Thursday, I took 30 muscle relaxants, and I felt horrible, as you can see it didn't kill me like I wanted, but I became extremely drowsy and distorted barely able to function, today it has me wondering since I didn't die, then WHY am I still here, what makes me so important that i'm not dead right now?
all I wanted was to stop being a burden to my family and everyone.
as for the astral projection thing, i'm not sure, according to some you have to be already near death to do it that way.
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Hold fast to dreams
For if dreams die
Life is a broken-winged bird
That cannot fly.
Hold fast to dreams
For when dreams go
Life is a barren field
Frozen with snow
*Langston Hughes*
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