Hey, 11Tractors, good morning. Just my honest view - only you can find peace in yourself by clearing out all the baggage and unpeaceful stuff from yourself, among other things with meditation.

But also honestly, with the things you've been through you are in a wonderful position to help others. You know what it's like so your sympathies can ring true. If you can listen you're on a winner - people often come to terms with their problems for the first time by talking through them if they can be honest and talk with candour without fear of moral judgement.