Another connection, I couldn't understand why I was still in pain, no matter what I did. I'd already moved on, I'd already been rational, embraced, was at peace, etc, and still the pangs would come.
It turned out that my ego was directly involved in that the person matched the profile of my inner child. I had to go back and address the child in me, transmute and be healed.
Do I still miss this person? Yeah. But he did me huge favors, all the way across the board, more than he knew, in more areas than just that. I still get "flutters" in my heart whenever I think of him.
I might has a crush.
