[lunapixie]

Hello,

Does anyone else experience these weird, random heart pangs which are clearly related to their tf? I have not thought about him or missed him at all
in a long time. As a matter of fact, if I had a choice I would choose to never have any type of contact with him again.

But yesterday I experienced those now-familiar heart pangs once again. These days I just dismiss anything and everything having to do with him. I like my life to be as free of tf related stuff as possible. The signs have almost completely disappeared and I love it!

Although, as you all know, the connection can not be severed. Then come those unexplainable heart pains out of nowhere and for no reason. And, no, these are not actual physical heart sensations. It feels like a direct connection to something nameless but known at a deeper level. The known truth that cannot he described, only felt.

Anyone has any experiences similar to mine?

By the way, in the past I would’ve unraveled trying to find information about him to see if that could explain what my heart was trying to let me know. But now I just deny the whole thing and just wait for whatever it is to go away, dissipate.