[Golden Eagle]

Originally Posted by MergingWolf

can you explain how it takes away my innocence bottling up my emotion, I rather call it keeping it under control, tho it spills out in dream, but I rather that be the outlet than the physical world, but on the other hand if I look at it from Perfections perspective I'm still hurting people/beings, so i'm messing up either way, but I spend more time in the physical, so that's the one that i'm more worried about, figuring the spiritual world would understand where i'm coming from , but I don't know, i'm so in love with the spiritual side that I avoid my physical life, i'm just so frustrated. :(

Do take A Course In Miracles ..... what appears in the way of coming to your Higher Self are simply mis-perceptions of ego attempting to hold you back from that which you already are ~!