I know i will be old when i die i dont have a specific age. I wouldnt do anything different in my life. I am not scared of death when its my time to go then it will be my time. I found it harder knowing that my brother was going to die i saw him 2 days before he died and knew that was our goodbye i didnt want to let him go and leave my house but i knew i couldnt change what was going to happen it was his time to leave i cried solid for the last 2 days of his life just waiting for the news on the 2nd day i had a knock at the door from the police to break the news. That was hard knowing what was going to happen and knowing theres nothing you can do about it xx
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