there are multiverses of possibilities.
my impulse response for your situation involves the idea that the death
experience was from your past danni022.
perhaps: the entirety of the universe which you had inhabited in some
life-stream experience had become "snuffed out" (mistakenly?), and
it has been reconstituted in some way. you're now able to live out that
improperly curtailed existence, but you've got a psychic memory of things
having not played out correctly which gets translated as if "dead energy"
is always around you.
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