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I don't know exactly what they are, but I have them periodically. I find it interesting that you posted about them today. Yesterday, I experienced them for the first time in a while. I don't speak to my TF or have any physical contact with him and haven't in years. Then last night I had one of those dreams where I know I was connecting with his soul. I don't remember much of the dream, but I was feeling torn in two clinging to my TF, trying to explain to another entity why we couldn't be ripped apart from one another. I never felt a real threat to our connection in the dream, but I did offer an ultimatum to the other entity. In the end, I think we all accepted the connection that I refuse to sever.
Interestingly, I've been questioning the connection lately. I always seem to get these vivid dreams when I'm questioning things or nervous about it. Maybe the pangs are also related in that sense.
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