You do not sound crazy to me, not at all.
It is totally possible that you have carried over all these negative feelings from a past life.
It is good that you have uncovered these feelings, admitted them to yourself and let them out.
I hope you won't be holding a grudge against those people from a past life, because holding a grudge would mean to hold on to the negative emotion.
You deserve better, true. And you will get what you deserve and allow yourself to get.
Now I wish you will be able to let the bad feelings go one day.
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