IMHO you do not need any paid online readings.... You are the one who has the answers that you are looking for... It's just a matter of continuing to work towards consciously uncovering your
personal truth... The truth of your highest nature - which ultimately lies beyond the labels & concepts (like 'lightworker' or 'indigo', etc)... I would kindly encourage you to continue your inner-work and inner-explorations - and eventually you are going to find exactly what you've been searching & yearning for...