Yeah, I'd be lying if I said that evil beast didn't get to me; it had me scared to sleep most nights. The only reason I never gave up on my meditation practice was mostly because I could feel what was happening to me from within; I went from a nerves wreck, to a confident strong-will human being who not only love life but love ALL life including myself; which was at the time something I had never experienced before.
On a personal note, yes, I believe there are many life form on this planet that could easily be categorized as demonic. But as for what they truly are I couldn't tell you; but I do feel that something had gone terribly wrong to make them this way.
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