I've always been somewhat desperate too, always having a crush on someone and it never worked out. Then I had relationships and I found myself not happy also. I guess it was having non fulfilling relationships that kind of had me saying "You know what, I'm great by myself". But even so not much time passed after that and I was having crushes all over again. Perhaps the "desperation" is a normal part of life for most people. And though finding happiness is not going to keep you from wanting someone it's gonna make life a whole lot easier.
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