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Originally Posted by loulou1986
I have recently started to wonder if things appear to be going 'better' for him because he is living his life truthfully. I know that i swallow and hide alot of my true emotions and feelings and i do one thing but feel another. Perhaps this is the problem. Either that or he is lucky to be born in the male body and able to earn more money, not have to put his career on hold to raise children and generally live his life more freely.
Who knows.
I just hate being jealous, i hate comparing and i dont want to feel this way.
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Sounds like you have some resentment and bitterness to work through. I would imagine then, that you have some kids, and there is healing towards that as well. Sounds like you had to put your life on hold, and sacrifice a lot to be a parent, and that the other person did not do the same.