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Originally Posted by innerlight
Jealousy is a terrible emotion to have to deal with no matter who it revolves around. Perhaps looking more at your own life, and seeing the beauty you have in it, and stop trying to compare it externally will help you find some peace to it. It can be rough seeing everyone else have everything you want. I've struggled with that in the past. Wondering how they can do this and that, while I seem to flounder at times. But there path is their path, and my path is my path. None are better than the other. Just different and right for each person walking them.
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I have recently started to wonder if things appear to be going 'better' for him because he is living his life truthfully. I know that i swallow and hide alot of my true emotions and feelings and i do one thing but feel another. Perhaps this is the problem. Either that or he is lucky to be born in the male body and able to earn more money, not have to put his career on hold to raise children and generally live his life more freely.
Who knows.
I just hate being jealous, i hate comparing and i dont want to feel this way.