often enough in the worlds history people claiming to be of the light abuse it heavily and are more dark then anything.
i have found out first hand from the angels about a few things that christianity mentions and yeah mabe they had the right idea at first but EVERYTHING is twisted beyond belife in the bible.
i belive you are most probably one of the few who use darkness but are of the light in nature

true people of the light are very hard to come by these days