There is more. There is a reason. I cant just come out and say it because I dont want to go around spouting beliefs which people are unconsciously afraid of and might not be ready for. I also dont want to sound like a know it all or like a teacher authority, because I know thats against the forum rules.

I do know how you can come to the same conclusion though. Keep looking for the answers. Start with the things that don't add up. Start with the feelings that don't add up. Keep an open mind about everything, and trust that everything you are seeing is happening for a reason.

I mean.. this is what is
it isnt just the every day run of the mill "its just life" type of deal
this is what your existence amounts to... but only at this moment