Originally Posted by davidsun

I reacted to your using the word (i.e. the characterizing of something being) 'wrong' in your post (earlier), Greenslade.

This is your (unrecogbnized?) 'shadow'. There is a quality of 'disconnection', of unrelatedness/unrelatingness ('separation'?) between 'you' and those you speak with (in this case with 'me') which indicates (to me, that is) that 'you' are still 'wounded', i.e. not completely 'healed' (healed meaning 'whole').

Watch out for 'fortune tellers' - in this case the one's which 'revealed' that this is your 'last' incarnational life. What they say can seriously mess up the nature of one's process. Think of how the 'game playing' of a sportsman might be affected if he was 'told' and so 'believed' he would (certainly!) 'win' (at) the 'game' he was playing would screw with his "I might also possibly 'lose' if I don't play for all that I am worth" process!

Your yearning for said 'little girl' (special-one) connection fantasy is another 'indication' (to me, that is) that 'you' are not yet 'whole' .
It strikes me that the 'damage' of your relying on your 'belief' of something ahead of (its) time may be irremediable (except by way of another earthly life). Hence my choosing (I am looking for viable colleagues to associate with!) to 'move on'.

I say all this hoping, even while I doubt the possibility, that something that I say might spark your spirit into jumping its (present) track and really getting to where you (presently) just fantasize that 'you' are really going (in this life, that is). Maybe someone else will not go for and believe whatever 'psychic' 'reading' they are given (which they might have otherwise) as a result of reading these words. That amounts to spiritual malpractice - and invites 'unhealthy' outcomes (as it apparently has in your case) - IMO.