Ah, yes. It really could be that i have slipped to wrong kind of concentration mode.
I now got on my mind that i was ealier thinking that these sexual sensations are very superficial sensations. A blockage. And if i could go past them i reached again the deeper stage. Those things really affect to my ability to think clearly :)
Actually little bit tried to meditate by not to pay attention to sensations much at all. I reached sort of deeper stage again which i felt familiar. Haven't had such for quite long time. But it was a little struggle. Need to still test around.
However, i think it is important to acknowledge if there is physical discomfort, numbness, or pain, it's better to acknowledge and act, and not just mentally. Learnt it once by hard way :)
Thanks again to every one for your messages!
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