Hi Hania,

I have ready your story. Very interesting. It sounds to me that you need to concentrate on grounding your energies. You can see auras and you are clairsentient and you need to learn to look after this energy. You may already know about the Chakras. I suggest that you work on your Root Chakra and focus on grounding your energies. Once these energies are grounded, you will be able to control all your gifts to the degree where you will be able to turn them on or off, depending on whether you feel the situation you are in, requires you to do so.

Kundalini.